Who says I’m not qualified? I’m you. I suddenly couldn’t say it in my mouth.
Say who you are, say it, she persisted in asking me.
Now I am not qualified to say those three words because I am not qualified to say those three words to her.
Can’t say yes? If you can’t say it, get out of the way. Yan Jiaxin immediately pushed me away and walked towards the front. I grabbed her hand and wouldn’t let her take a step towards the road full of thorns.
She sighed and looked at me indifferently and said, Leihao, do you remember what she said just now?
what
She said that she loved you more than herself, and she would rather give up her share of women’s dignity to do such a thing. Do you think you can still live up to her? I did something that was even smaller than her, so Lei Hao let it go. Think of it as my last thing. She didn’t do one thing that made me better than her.
I kept shaking my head, and she came up to me and said, Let’s break up.
Suddenly, the beautiful picture of my world, my soul and my heart was completely broken after she said these words cruelly
She gave me a hard push and broke away from me more than ever. She ran to the front with tears in her eyes and ran to the thorny road. She was scarred.
I felt a little blocked when I wrote this chapter, so I won’t write the third chapter.
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Chapter 10 Hands and Heart
I don’t know how many cigarettes I smoked by the pole, but I smoked more this day than when I came here. The two small trees around here have very different shapes, but the leaves are falling and evenly distributed around me, and I have hurt these two trees to varying degrees like the sudden wind blowing in Shenzhen.
I picked up the leaves on both sides of my periphery, one with a small hole and the other with a small hole, which is like a wound, perhaps because of the force of the bugs here. The light rain can just get through this small hole and fall directly to the land of Shenzhen without any obstacles, and it will not fall like a big tree, and it will not have the same wonders as the beautiful vitality water leaves.
I put these two leaves away and put them in my left and right pockets respectively, and lost my body. The last pack of cigarettes finally turned back and walked towards the weak person who had hurt me.
When I knocked on the door for the first time, Yu Fei directly opened the door. She seemed to cry again, and there were more tears in her eyes. She walked in front of me and then went back to her bed. She was covered with her back to her, but I didn’t know where to start. I didn’t even know what to say. I was afraid that if I told her, I would hurt one good person after another like a sword.
She turned slowly and looked at me with a little spirit, and finally asked me, Are you all right?
I shook my head naively. We broke up. Really broke up.
After saying these words, I looked at the high-rise building outside the window with an empty expression, which made me feel a little bored, because it blocked me from looking ahead and looking at the farther route, and the middle section of these high-rise buildings was the large-scale singing venue that hurt people. Maybe people would be happy to sit in this venue and watch the perfect performance, but I didn’t have the heart to sit in that venue, because it was the best place around me. These people couldn’t tell the harm.
I was very depressed. Suddenly Yu Fei hugged my waist directly from behind. She clung to me very close and whispered to me that her breathing was not so strong and energetic, but that’s it. She was willing to be a good person and give me the warmth around her, even if my heart was cold, then my thick back warmed up less.
I’m sorry, it’s all my fault. I shouldn’t have acted arbitrarily like that. If I hadn’t made such a mistake, you wouldn’t have been stabbed again. I’m really not a good person. Maybe it’s a mistake for me to come back. She choked up on my back.
Where there is too much right and wrong in this world, everyone works hard to live according to the way he wants to live, and if he has that opposite side, he will have that opposite side. We are not saints, but we always think of a saint posture to make things think more absolutely, but we don’t know that this matter has been really denied in other people’s views.
I shook my head at her. I don’t blame her for doing this right or wrong. I am a little distressed. This girl is kind to everyone. She is really kind and kind, just like the small white flower that stands on the mountain. Even if the snow and ice are freezing and the wind and rain are fierce, it is scary to avoid the sun. She always stands there with such a smiling attitude. Even if the flower falls and gets hurt, she still keeps her roots.
She hugged me tighter and continued to say, Let me take care of you, okay? Let me take care of you for the rest of my life.
I finally turned around and looked at Yu Fei in front of me. She loosened her hand and wiped her tears, but I couldn’t say that I promised her hmm
She has been waiting for my reply. Her breath is very heavy, which makes people feel a sense of oppression in words. Her sincere expression makes me refuse a little unkindly. After a while, I finally asked her after this silence, What? I have hurt you so many times, and you still want to talk about taking care of me. I am really not a perfect person. I am an asshole and a solid asshole.
I really want to get such an answer from Yu Fei, an answer I don’t know. Maybe men won’t know the answer, but women will understand it.
She shook her head, hugged me again and whispered to me, There is no reason to love someone. When you take that person as your last belief in life, you will find that everything in your life seems to belong to him. Whether he is good or bad, he can make you feel happy and warm, and even if he is injured, he will want to be nice to him without resistance. This makes people feel entangled in the world, and you are early. Even if it hurts, I will think about raising it. Maybe one day it will really change thorns and become as beautiful as roses.
Her hand stroked my chest and pointed to this chest, and her expression was a little lost. I see a kind of you here that is the same as my heart, but it doesn’t belong to me.
She picked up my hand and put it in her face. I looked at her face with complicated eyes and she smiled bitterly at me.
When I was young, I took the initiative to chase her, but she took the initiative to hold my hand and put it on her face. It was my first time that she had physical contact. I was more shy than her. That time, I almost took my hand back. She caught me, and this time I almost took my hand back. She caught me again and said the same words as at that time, Don’t go, don’t take these warm things away, just make me sexy.
I didn’t take it away, but my mind was not as young as that, but my spirit began to take it away from my eyes at this moment, and the picture changed unconsciously into the same smile.
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Chapter 11 Live a wonderful life
I stayed with Yu Fei until the night, and she didn’t get up much better until I called her for dinner.
After changing clothes, Yu Fei came to sit in front of me. She had painted a little light makeup, and her face was a little gaunt. After these dresses, there was no more. She smiled at me. Why do you keep looking at my face with flowers?
No flowers because you are a beautiful flower I praised her and she was in a better mood.
